Random Thoughts
Guys, this is my first attempt in writing, and I know I will commit many errors. But it can't keep me away from writing now. So here goes my first page. And I am expecting corrections,suggestions and positive criticism.
Finally, I mustered the courage to scribble down my mind’s random wanderings which I believe to be BIG disasters in writing world as it comes off. But what does it take to try and kill some time in it, at least it may make me feel better.
I seriously believe that I am not a “writing-ass”(not even a shit) but I want to be someday. Well to start with, let’s write down anything that comes in my mind??
I awoke sometime at noon with a heavy head, repercussions of a late night drinking binge. Quickly I drank lots of water to get out of dehydration.(Off the track- right now I can’t stop the apprehensive feeling coming up about my writing but I am letting it go and adamant on expressing myself inside out….any damn thing that comes into my mind I will jot down..huh..lets get going again..:))
Then I tried some idiotic Facebook games but to no avail, it didn’t help either. Sometimes it really gets fucking tough to find things-to-do when one is in a condition like mine. I suck big time in technical stuff and don’t want to pick those books lying around my bed, I have no work to do as the guys in my office say we have no options for my skill set(If I have one!! ).Finally Sagar and I decided to go out of our place and just roam around..Simply roam. We hit a newly opened mall in our neighborhood seeking some solace..and no doubt to enjoy some bird watching.
I have always liked browsing bookstores especially the swanky ones like we had in this mall. Because of some strange reasons I find a penchant towards bookstores, that I can’t explain to myself either. Anyways we checked in there and started browsing. I always had a wish to read some old classics and vociferously touted masterpieces but I still have to develop that guts in me…I suck here too.(but I try..n someday I m going to do it.)
I am not going to read this piece of shit because It is certainly going to expose me naked to my own eyes that I can’t see probably. May be I read it in a couple of days when I feel like doing it.
Yes!! One more thing I finished one more Indian written novel today….a poor imitation of five points someone. I believe there must be 40% stuff dedicated to the chief’s protagonist’s sexual adventures and his fleeting sex cum love affairs that made this book a pathetic piece of sick literature. Albeit there was a emotional and romantic angle that looks completely incongruous.
One more thing of the day was the innings of Mr. Duminy from Cape Cobras in ongoing Champions League. It was one of rarest knocks in twenty -2 cricket. He was calm, composed and attacking all at the same time. This fella once said in a post match interview that South Africans are tougher breed and today he proved it truly, every word of it.
That was all I did today.
But I want to keep on writing whatever comes in my mind. Shit it may be, but I am going on.
Today I am making a commitment to myself that I am going to write one page daily come what may. Be it a gibberish, a shit but for the sake of this commitment I got to do this. And I am feeling good that I wrote just one.
“Seagull”.
